| I wake with a start. It is eerily quiet in the inky
blackness of the, as yet, moonless night. My mouth is parched and my head
throbs with a dull ache. Wondering what time it is, I fumble with the
light on my watch to discover that it is only 9:30 PM. In my sleepy
state, it takes a few minutes to remember that I am in the White
Mountains. I had come to photograph the ancient Bristlecone-Pines forest,
home of the oldest living things on earth. What I can’t figure out is;
what possessed me to be here, at 11,000 feet, in a tent on the side
of a mountain, at least four hundred steep feet below the nearest
Bristlecone pine. And worst of all, I can’t imagine how I’m going to get
through this night. I have wanted to photograph in the Ancient
Bristlecone Pine forests ever since seeing images of these incredible
survivors taken by the late Galen Rowell. The most impressive of which is
a gnarled old tree growing on a barren, snow-covered landscape that was
captured at the Patriarch grove – the higher of the two groves that make
up the Ancient Bristlecone Pine Forest. Heading east from Big Pine – a
small community on US 395, 14 miles south of Bishop, California, accesses
both groves. Over 26 steep miles, the road climbs from 4000 feet at the
floor of the Owens Valley, to about 10,000 feet at Schulman grove, the
first of the groves. To reach Patriarch grove, situated at about 11,400
feet above s ea
level, requires an additional 12-mile surreal drive over a dirt road
through a virtual moonscape.
The White Mountains lie in the rain shadow of the much younger and much
larger Sierra Nevada mountain range. The Bristlecone Pines have adapted
well to their dry, wind-swept habitat. The oldest of them – the
Methuselah tree – is over 4,700 years old. Although they have a long
lifespan, these trees don’t achieve the enormous dimensions of their
Sierra Nevada neighbors – the Giant Sequoia. These hardy survivors grow
less than one inch per year over their lifetime. They survive on the tiny
amount of precipitation that escapes the grasp of the Sierras. Most of
this precipitation comes in the form of snowfall. When the snows come -
the road to the groves closes, to be reopened only after the snow has
melted – usually sometime in June.
Starting in May, I began calling the road condition hotline weekly. I
was anxious to drive up on the first weekend that the road was open. My
hope was that I would arrive while there was still snow on the ground. I
now realize; that was wishful thinking. The first week of June good news
finally arrived; the road was scheduled to open the coming weekend. I
made plans to leave early on that Saturday morning from my home near the
coast of the Pacific Ocean in Orange County, CA. One can't
camp within the Ancient Bristlecone Pine Forest so I needed to get a
permit to camp just outside the forest boundaries. Bishop, about a
five-hour drive from home, is headquarters to the White Mountain ranger
station where I would get the needed permits. Arriving in time for
breakfast, I picked up the permit and continued my journey upward.
The only campground in the area lies at about 9,000 feet. I stopped
briefly to scout it out and, for just a moment, considered spending the
night there rather than in the backcountry at the higher elevation.
Continuing on up the steep road a few miles further brought me to the
Schulman grove. This grove lies at the end of the paved road. I checked
in with the Ranger on duty at the visitor center and inquired about the
road conditions and the best location to set up camp for the night. The
road, I was told, was open except for the last half-mile before the
Patriarch grove parking lot. “Just park on the roadside,” I was told.
And off I went.
Veering onto the dirt road, I was greeted by a beautifully surreal
landscape. Low-growing sage carpeted the tree-barren rolling hills over
the entire course of the meandering road. It took an hour to negotiate
the twelve miles to the grove. Upon reaching the section of closed road,
I found that someone had previously set aside the barricades and plunged
on through the last small patch of snow th at remained. Feeling that I
caught a break, I followed the tracks through the snow. Mine was the only
vehicle in the parking lot. I quickly threw what I needed – and then some
– into my backpack and attached a few extra liters of water and my tripod
onto the outside of the pack. I wasn’t very selective and brought much
more gear than I needed because I was in a hurry and only needed to hike
about a mile. All told, the pack weighed about 80 pounds. Consulting my
map and compass, I turned on the tracking feature of my GPS unit and set
off in the direction of camp.
Patriarch Grove sets atop the crest of a steep mountain. Heading toward
camp, the rocky terrain quickly receded before me. After a short while I
began searching for a flat area to pitch my tent. The search proved
elusive and as I continued lower and lower. Finally finding a spot to
camp, I shucked off my pack only to find that the weight of the extra
water bottles had unzipped a flap on the pack and the contents had
scattered behind me.. Already tired from the search for camp, I grabbed the GPS
and proceeded to backtrack looking for the lost gear. The scramble back
up the loose rocks proved exhausting as I trekked all the way back to my
car without finding the pack's lost contents. So, turning around, I headed back to camp. I was
completely done in by the time I made it back. Through pure force of will,
I set up the tent. I didn’t feel well and suddenly realizing that I hadn’t eaten
since breakfast that morning, I decided to fix a pot of noodles and then
rest a bit before heading back up the mountain for some evening
photography. By the time the noodles were ready, I could Barely choke
them down. Abandoning my plans for photography that evening, I
settled for the comfort of my sleeping bag by crawling in.
Two hours later I awoke in the pitch-blackness of the tent. Guzzling
water to quench my thirst, I contemplated my situation. I have read
numerous books on mountaineering since being enthralled with the adventure
depicted into Jon Krakauer’s Into Thin Air – the story about nine
people who died in a sudden storm on Mt. Everest in May 1996. I
recognized my current state as the symptoms of hypoxia – altitude
sickness. At altitude the air is much thinner than at sea level. I had
gone from sea level to over 11,000 feet in just a few hours. Now my
oxygen-starved brain was starting to play tricks on me. I became
delusional, imaging all sorts of irrational scenarios. At one point I became terrified
that in the event I managed to make it back to my car, I wouldn’t be able to negotiate the
patch of snow that I had earlier plunged through. In my delusional state,
I imagined that because the road was uphill, I would lose control going
through the snow patch and careen into the
adjacent gully and I wouldn’t be found for days. I also panicked that I
would never be able to carry all that gear back up the steep talus to the
car. I gulped down more water and tried to sleep, hoping my anxieties
would be chased away by sleep. But sleep wouldn't come.
Minutes seemed like hours. I yearned for the moon to erase the
blackness of the night. But that was not to happen for hours. There were
endless cycles of drinking water and relieving myself. I tried to pass
time reading but couldn’t concentrate. I prayed for sleep that wouldn’t
come. Finally the moon peaked over the crest of the mountain above me but
by then it was of little consolation. After what seemed like hours, I decided to
document my predicament by photographing my campsite by the light of the
moon. Setting up the camera was a chore and trying to figure out how to
work the ti mer on my watch was impossible. I managed to capture
just one image
before finally giving up.
After midnight I came up with a plan to get back to the car in the
morning. I would head out of camp early in the morning with only my
camera equipment and then after shooting the Bristlecone Pines at sunrise
leave the equipment at the car and return for the camping gear. I spent
the next hour meticulously arranging my camera equipment for the morning
trek, set my alarm for 4:30 AM and once again tried to sleep. After a
time, sleep finally came. The alarm jolted me from sleep and I peeked
through the tent flap. What I saw was too much for my oxygen-starved
brain to handle. The sun was rising in the north! I knew that I was
confused but I felt sure which direction was east. I knew in which
direction the car was so I consulted the GPS to confirm that I was right.
I was wrong and it was too much to deal with so I lay back down and
drifted off to sleep. A few hours later I dragged myself out of the bag
and mustered the will to head back to the car. Now that my plan was
blown, I resigned myself to the fact that I must carry all of my stuff out in one
trip. Slowly the tent came down and the pack was filled all the
while mulling over what seemed like a life or death decision; Do I carry some of the water
to drink on the hike back, or do I pour it all out to save weight.
Agonizing over the choices, I finally gulped down all the water that I
could drink, poured out the rest, and headed up the mountain in the
direction my GPS indicated.
Sometime later I arrived at the parking lot relieved to see
another car parked there. Once at the car, I downed more water and
found the other visitor. After a short conversation I learned that he
had come up to the grove and was getting ready to head back down to the
valley. I was still terrified that I wouldn’t make it past the snow patch
so I rushed to make sure that I left before him. As it turned out, I had
nothing to be concerned about. What should have been a seven-hour drive
home took ten hours with frequent stops to guzzle more water and relieve
myself. Finally home at sea level, I was starting to feel a little better
and after recounting my adventure to my brother-in-law who was staying at
my house, I crawled into bed and enjoyed a sound night’s sleep.
Reflecting on my experience, I am surprised by the intensity of the
emotions I felt during the long night. I am also amazed that
understanding what was happening and knowing that my mind was playing
tricks did little to lessen the intensity of the experience.
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